Valentines Day & Emily's Nails and Beauty:


I've been super busy working hard in all my sectors and building and networking and today I took a little break to get my nails infilled with a new design.

I got a valentine's day style of nails that I selected and mixed and matched from three images and the results are absolutely stunning! So in love!

I used Emily's Nails and Beauty which is situated next to Tesco in Newton Aycliffe and it's the only place I go to for my nails. They always look after me and do a wonderful job every single time!

My dad helped by picking me up after, as the bus was late earlier and the cold has made me so stiff and achy, I'm walking a bit like a limping robot until my ankle heals. Be a funny sight ahaha!

I wished my partner Peter a happy valentine's day and we are exchanging gifts and cards this evening as he's busy working. We're going to see Captain America in 3D at the cinema tomorrow so that's exciting.

I'm still seeking paid work and applying for jobs so hopefully I'll find somewhere who will see my worth soon, I keep trying to manifest it and meanwhile I've got 12 songs out now on streaming platforms and I'll be supporting my homie Kurt watching Savage Panda underground music show streamed tonight on YouTube.

An established female rapper that tried to insult me and start beef with me has a new track out and Kurt checked in with me, I told him to play it. I want us all to win and I'm never responsible for how others choose to behave.

I'd never ostracise or blacklist anyone, they can disrespect me and that's their issue, I send nothing but love, but I'd never ever cause anything harmful to anyone and never have. 

I know what it's like with how adults in big responsible roles on my town have mistreated me, and some support groups owners choose who to bully and who to support, instead of being supportive to all and instead of remaining impartial. 

I'd never want anyone to feel how I've been made to feel. I've always been against bullying and taking sides, always will be, but cliques will be cliques.

Supporting is all I'm interested in doing and if you are horrible or disrespectful I'll just withdraw support, that's me! 

Avoiding is best.

I have too many things to focus on and too many goals to work hard towards to waste time on people who choose to be nasty or create more drama or choose sides in situations that have nothing to do with them, furthermore, how they behave or choose to behave, is on them.

It's hard enough managing a pain condition and trying to rebuild my life without being dragged into drama I don't want or need when all I've ever done was seek support. I deserve support too.

Now my nails are done I'm going to get what I can done in the house and get a bag packed for my staying at Peter's. 

Wish me luck in my endeavours and in seeking paid work and thank you as always for reading and following my little journey.

I started calorie counting and using Fitbit more and I'm also working with second nature app and a wellbeing advisor regarding weight from my Dr's surgery.

I lost 3lbs last week and I'll keep working towards my health goals too. I struggle more on bad pain days but I'll get there! 

Keep going, hit pause and rest but never quit!


Sarah x









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