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Buds Blog:

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 Bud here again, Mama took me to the vets again and because I won't wear the cone they gave me a onesie. I wanted to go straight home and was very vocal to everyone about it. I'm just chilling with Mama now on the sofa and I think there was a very poorly doggy in as an emergency. Sending love to them and their family. Thank you for reading my doggy blog. Bud 🐾

It's Bud again with an update:

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 Hi Bud here! I went down for surgery yesterday, to meet the XL Bully law requirements, I was very anxious and scared and my momma couldn't stay with me. It was very scary. I came round and refused to eat anything because I was wondering where my momma was. She came back and I just wanted to leave so didn't even hug her lol, I don't like the vets. I was groggy and weary for a while but I made sure I got plenty of hugs off momma, she won't let me lick the wound from the neutering but she's given me the pain killer I need today and for the next two days and I'm back to the vets for a check up soon too. I'm back to my playful self and I can't wait to recover properly, I think my doggy momma was so scared yesterday but she's ok now. I calmed her down. Just been gentle playing with my rope toy as my mam changes bedding and I'm just going to take it easy. Oh no, she's back, best go back to doing doggy stuff. Thanks for reading! Bud 🐾

Business head ON:

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 I'm taking the necessary steps to make this business work. Please feel free to support me whilst I do this via shares and likes and helping me to network. Yes I will do the same for you as I believe that working together helps people to become more successful! I am currently setting up ad campaigns and getting an accounting book. I will be opening a business bank account and registering as a sole trader after that. I need to get liability insurance for any markets or stalls I may like to attend. Then it's paying class 2 contributions. I've emailed South Durham Business Enterprise as they never got back in touch with me so hopefully they can assist, if not then I'll do it all myself. 😊 I'm capable and my disability can't take away any skills I have thankfully. 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼. IMPORTANT NOTICE: 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 As a disabled artist and business, you will wonder why you should choose me over other leading competitors. This is why: ✨ I use my voice to support my communi

The system definitely needs to change:

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Why I do what I do and I fight so hard even through other people's misguided hate: I have CPTSD (diagnosed PTSD), Ehlers Danlos Hypermobility Syndrome, POTS, Symphysis Pubis Dysfunction (dislocated pelvis of 10.9mm), type 2 diabetes etc... I was in a wheelchair a long time, but I walk with a stick now. It's still not enough, I'm still abandoned by the council and still waiting for them to get back to me. I choose to walk on the dislocated pelvis despite the pain and I'm prescribed cannabis which is expensive to be able to mobilise. Drs and hospitals let me down majorly and yet I still fight onwards and help lots of other people in the process. Something that is mental health in nature can be equally as disabling as a physical disability but unless our system improves to provide the right support for people, we will struggle and other people will continue to hate on us, accuse us of faking, tell us we 'seemed ok' when we smile through the pain, and think they can

Acceptance: 🩷🩷🩷

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 I accept that this was me. I accept that this body was hard to maintain. I accept that I fasted a lot to keep this body. I accept that I drank water and didn't eat as much. I accept that I will never look like this again. And yet.. I embrace my squish. I am a bigger lady now. It's a part of me and disability is partly why. Exercise is done as and when I can due to mobility issues. But.. I EMBRACE all of me. I embrace my Winnie the Pooh tummy. I embrace my squishy thighs. I embrace my body as it has birthed. I embrace my body as it has endured. I embrace who I am now and who I will be. To new chapters where I don't calorie count or worry about what others think of my visual aspects. I am not made to be visually or aesthetically pleasing, plus it gets ya hated, I never had any positives from looking like this other than modelling. Dudes wouldn't date. Women would insult. I'd get called fat way more often than I do now. So pros/cons. Be YOU. #lessonslearned Kawaii Dol

A little throwback:

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 A throwback to better days... 2008/2009...  When I was rebuilding my life from scratch a second time...before the earth crumbled and my son got diagnosed with the big C... Days where I felt I could be successful and was turning down really good opportunities because of my difficult pregnancy, some of us work our arses off and get nowhere, others make money so easily and barely do anything... I don't understand this world and I doubt I ever will... but a supportive network is always the key. If you can't be supported by people you equally support then that's a clear message sent to you that you're supporting the wrong people. Support yourself, let those who like your work speak up for you, advocate for yourself, don't lose your voice. Somewhere along the way I lost mine. But it's back now and I'm always using it for good. S. Kawaii Doll Decora 🩷✨ #justdontquit Funny story behind this:  It was taken before midday on April 1st and because I don't underst

Surreal art: Stock Images:

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 Hi I'm Sarah and I'm behind Kawaii Doll Decora 🩷✨ Just wanted to share this surreal cannabis positive piece because it was inspired by my newly found freedom due to being prescribed it for my disabilities. What's bad for one person could literally save the life of another, so whilst advocating for yourself please be mindful of how others survive too. Sarah xo 🤘🏼 #chronicpainwarriors #kindnessmatters Image: This image was created using Wirestock and my profile on there is KawaiiDollDecora too. I hope everyone who struggles through disability, differences or mental health, have an easier and more positive day today, I wish that for you all. Sending love and healing energies. Always. 🩷✨