The universe has plans for me:
I have restrictions on my Facebook account right now that are not showing up in my dashboard information. So frustrating when you're trying to seek a job as a disabled woman. It's preventing me from posting on job groups.
I have Instagram sabotaging my music artist page again by automatically removing everything I post as 'inauthentic behaviour' which is not factual.
My car got keyed again so I'm definitely being targeted again in my street even when I leave them to cause trouble between one another like they all did before I even got out of my wheelchair and home; and before they chose to make me a target.
I stay in my own lane away from them all. Let them do what they want. Be loud, be abusive, whatever, as long as they don't involve me and it's never good enough so I had to call the police again about my property damage. Cowardly behaviour indeed.
I think the universe is telling me my fate does not lie with staying in Newton Aycliffe and I need to spread my wings and go to better and more supportive places where I can excel and succeed.
I'm growing in the creative industries and involved in movie work in which some are available on major streaming platforms including Amazon Prime now, and I'm working very hard constantly to better myself and create new opportunities.
I used to attend the towns council meetings and created a community page I had to step down from due to abuse off the back of the lack of apology from Newton Press, and I've actioned real life positive change for residents but you won't hear about it because of the biased attitude of a specific individual in charge of the towns press who, with others have lied to the police and had actual council members withdraw opportunities for me.
Total sabotage, as if the unnecessary targeting of me in my street isn't enough.
I can't use support groups on the town now and I used to consider becoming a council member with my qualifications and experience and history in making things happen for people, I'd have been magnificent, but the sabotage has changed my mind.
I need to take my worth elsewhere and I need a job to save to be able to do it.
If I had a job, I could save and move away from such toxicity and prevent further negativity, but social media is currently making it harder to find work if I cannot post to claim I am seeking it.
I keep applying for jobs and attended a recent reverse job fair by DurhamEnable which I'm very grateful for.
The funny thing is I've been offered photography jobs not just from the reverse job fair but from other companies and individuals, to the point I feel the universe is telling me to do a refresher in photography and rebuild my set up from my business before.
I always intended on bringing back the photography elements of my website, Magnolia Photography UK and I've only added to my photography equipment by needing a green and blue screen for remote filming for movies.
My movie database is IMDb.me/SarahWingfield 🎬
I'm listening to the universe, taking in the signs and there'd even be movie set opportunities as a photographer of behind the scenes shots, so I need to step it up a notch and focus on making my way back to photography immediately!
Goals activated.
My qualifications include but are not limited to:
Level two in criminology. Bishop Auckland college.
10 GCSEs including maths and English
A-level in Art and Design and Psychology
OCR level three key skill in communication.
OCR level 2 certificate in adult numeracy.
Level 2 key skills in information technology.
Durham SCP Training:
Safeguarding children level 1.
Safeguarding children level 2.
Safeguard and children with disabilities.
Child sexual exploitation level 2.
Hidden harm: parental substance misuse, parental mental ill health and domestic abuse.
Information sharing to safeguard children - how we work in Durham.
Level 2 in understanding autism.
-Sarah Wingfield 🌹
@KawaiiDollDecora ♡
www.magnoliaphotography.co.uk ♡
