The book I'm going to attempt to write::

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 The girl with the bed for a prison.


Inspired by personal experiences.


As a child she was inquisitive, good at retaining information, she could talk the ears and eyes off of anything, She was hyperactive one second and philosophical and deep the next, If she had luck it was either surreal Good or surreal Bad luck. You could never make it up! Her life was such a rollercoaster and as soon as she felt like she may have found stable ground, everything was changed again and she had to start from scratch again.


Nothing in her life felt like it made sense, She felt like this world just becomes more and more confusing as you grow up.


She didn't know she was disabled when she was a child, She struggled, don't get me wrong, she had to fight for every single basic thing she has ever been able to accomplish or achieve in life and even then it was never what she was actually capable of because she never had the support she needed to soar.


As she has learned, as is life.


Life is a fickle foe and a complicated friend, indeed.


This story is inspired by and based on real experiences but it's mainly a story about a girl, trying to navigate and survive in life with the never-ending, constantly changing, goalposts of a society. 


She never fit into any of the boxes, and the world made sure she was told that was NOT okay.


Now, she exists either way, partly probably in spite of the world and its rules and its loopholes, but mostly because she had created something, far more precious than anything she could ever create, and that my readers, is the sole, most important thing in her life and world. Her child.


This is her story, for all of the chronic pain warriors in the world, for every oddball, misfit, freak, intrigued, knowledge seeking, compassionate, disabled, different, weird, neurospicy, out of the box thinker, philosophical individual (s), that feel like this girl did.


If the world won't create a place for you, create one yourself.


S.W- Amazon ebook Author.

Kawaii Doll Decora


The book I'm currently writing promo: 

The girl with the bed for a prison.


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