Showing posts from January, 2011

Happy New year!

I would like to wish you all a happy new year! I hope that those of you who were expecting have had your healthy babies and I pray that your SPD gets better soon! Some recover so I pray that you all do! My miracle baby is now a toddler and it's now showing up all the things I cannot do as a mother and I am pushing myself and hurting myself because I love my son so much! I still have SPD and Diastastis, from july 2009 to today... my child's 13 months old. It is my joint disability that is the worst, i have been stuck in many days and my hsuband is extremely supportive but it gets to him also. The cold is extremely painful and I ache so much today from head to toe, my disability is heading into the bed bound direction and I am feeling more and more of a failure as a wife and a mother. I have to be honest as a human being and I know this disability is a small sacrifice to be blessed with such a miracle baby and it is not that I do not appreciate what has happened, it i