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Autism Rabbit Hole:

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Definitely autistic just went down a heavy metal and nutrition rabbit hole on causes and cures of autism as two women said that a) it could be cured and was caused by nutrition and b) it was caused by heavy metals and claimed there was a study that infants were cured from autism by a heavy metal detox. Scoured the CDC and medical journals as well as autistic websites for references and found that that's incorrect. They were trolling me for saying they were incorrect and really trying to dig their claws in, bigger fool them cause I ain't ever afraid to be wrong, I evolve and correct myself as I go and in this instance education has not failed me because I'm not incorrect with anything that I said and nutrition can't cause or cure autism nor can heavy metals. The science is there. The potential correlation between heavy metals and autism spectrum disorder (ASD) has been explored in scientific research, but the evidence remains inconclusive and controversial. While some st...

Wolsingham school memory unlocked:

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I remember my German teacher ripping up my coursework because she thought I'd cheated when I'd used some books I got from a previous school to translate bagpipe correctly as it listed instruments. She tore it up and put it in the bin. 2002/2003 Wolsingham School I'll never forget getting a D instead of an A in GCSE German over that. #undiagnosedautisticstruggles

Ramside Hall and Northern Housing Consortium:

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I am excited to say that the event at Ramside Hall went spectacularly well, I attended with my best friend Corin and we had such a lovely time. I gave a wonderful speech as to how Northern Housing Consortium has helped me spectacularly with a bursary for my start up business www.magnoliaphotography.co.uk and I happily share the quoted speech I gave below:  " As a start-up business, I initially struggled to  meet the demands of contractual work. Creating art by finger painting on my phone screen was time-consuming, imprecise, and physically challenging. This made it difficult to meet my clients' expectations for detail and speed. Living with chronic pain and disabilities only added to these difficulties. When I learned through Livin Futures that Northern Housing Consortium was offering a start-up bursary, I immediately applied for a drawing tablet, hoping it could change the way I work. Receiving the bursary has been truly transformative. With my new drawing tablet, I can now ...

Grateful 🥰

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  I'm so happy to say I got one of the most beautiful messages about one of my ebooks and it melted my heart. I'm so grateful for the kind words and that someone out there related to it, I've felt so blessed this week. I sent over the footage for Beatrice Elite for the Diamond Dogs movie and I'm seeking a musician for a music project for next year's Bonesfest. So I've been super busy! It's all exciting! I just finished writing my speech for Ramside Hall tomorrow and have a beautiful red velvet dress ready to wear. My bestie is wearing a black dress with a galaxy pattern and we're going to have the best time. It's nice to have different things happening for once. I've had some wonderful experiences and made some precious memories this past week and I'm extremely grateful to the universe for the wonderful moments. A grateful and excited, Sarah. xo

Thank you 🥹

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It's so sweet when people send me support pics, more recently of their wallpapers when they used a pic of me 🥹 #support I've been cover photos and story shares too! 💪🏻❤️ I appreciate y'all 😊❤️✨ I love all the fan art, edits, wallpapers and everything else I get sent, and those who ask for my autograph bless your souls, and I may not get to share everything but I want you all to know that I mad appreciate you and that you care so much and support me so much. So fricking wholesome dude! 🫵🏻 Stay awesome and thank you to all my followers man, just wow, thank YOU! Bigger things are coming, just you watch and you help me believe in myself. Just a heartfelt thank you! Sarah x

Perspective:

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If you keep your mind speaking to people who have seen war, and experienced real loss it has a very strong way of helping you with clarity; you start seeing how selfish people are with their idealisms and expectations and yet not one individuals words align with their actions as they gossip and belittle and invalidate, they themselves become their own enemy, an enemy of themselves, their loved ones and their town.  When people are asleep like they are with nothing to wake them up to the harsh reality they are hard to satisfy, their ego wants to be fed and they have no clue what it's like to really survive. I do understand what some mean however, I travelled recently and leaving my hometown people got friendlier and more compassionate and kinder, less hateful and spiteful comments the more you enter the bigger cities with real problems and homelessness, people have forgotten what it means to appreciate because they have no real loss to compare their world views too, they're too ...

My beautiful town centre:

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  I had a wonderful driving lesson and posted a parcel today from an Etsy sale and as I was coming back home, towards the bus stop, I walked past this magnificent view of our town's Christmas tree just as the sun was starting to set. Some of the other images I have had the light shining through the tree looking like a heart and it's absolutely beautiful. I'm recovering from the travelling and I'm achy from hanging out with some amazing people this weekend, but absolutely no regrets and next year I can't wait to go again! I got a lot of footage, it was lovely to see that most of the bands reached out to me and showed this little homie some support and kindness and it warms my heart so much. I've been promoting and sharing, and man is there some talent, and I am so proud and happy for those who are making it big. It's wonderful to see people achieving their dreams and it kind of makes you feel like anything can be possible. I sit my theory next week so need to...