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Meeting and enquiries:

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 Alan Strickland MP was just at our town's council meeting and he explained chancellor Rachel Reeves' decision regarding fuel costs. For pensioners not on pension credit, the fuel payments were removed because previous government overestimated funds including asylum funds and they had a large amount to find to cover their costs therefore they made a snap decision they were reluctant to make to remove the fuel cost support for those not on pension credits. They are looking into a three tier system to help those on pension credits and are advocating to increase people applying to pension credits. GPs and Dentist issues as well as NHS and social care was brought to his attention along with safe crossings around the town and the issues with stores being empty. I, personally, was thinking about shop share initiatives as a potential solution but it would definitely depend on the company/companies that own the shops. Councillor Chandran made some good points regarding potential encour
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Keeping to myself and enjoying peace:

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I am practicing gratitude still and continuing to do my charity work, training in safeguarding children, independent disability advocating and studies and I attend my local council meetings so I am equipped with the knowledge my town may need when seeking support or help or problem solving. I've been enjoying the sun shine when it's made an appearance and enjoying my home towns lake settings. I will always be proud of my town, irregardless of how some people choose to behave in important roles within it. Their behaviour says everything about them and nothing about the people they choose to disregard, disrespect or unfairly treat. I will always uplift others and report on events and boost the town whenever I can. If people want to work with me they're more than welcome to, if not then that's okay too, c'est la vie, but I have boundaries now and I won't tolerate unnecessary disrespect. This is a basic YouTube video I created recently of the beautiful west park lak
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Walking ahead?

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This will never make sense to me but it's so bizarre that those I've encountered with narcissistic traits do actually do this and don't have compassion and don't try and walk WITH you or communicate properly, unless you get looks from people of the opposite sex that they think could be into you, they are unlikely to hold your hand and walk beside you unless used as a deterrent to those looking your way. As if to say this human is MINE to do what I want to, now I know the signs and behavioural traits and they're easier to spot and I'm cautious, I will never be ensnared by someone with malicious intent ever again. Some of us are built to make things better, as problem solvers, we can't be bothered with people who are toxic and add to how bad the world is. Hate us all ya want man, but we simply don't want to be around you and don't have to be. Your loss in the end, as people like us we're down to earth and loyal and we have a thirst for knowledge th
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Keep yourself focused on goals:

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Too many of these antagonistic sorts about, nice try, you lose, I am too busy to be dragged into your petty BS... I'll just log everything and keep the police updated... Life is hard enough, ever thought about trying to make it EASIER for others instead of harder? No? Thought not, maybe you should... Sarah x
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Harrassment:

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  Genuine people don't go around lashing out or lying about people they chose to hate on for no reason, they don't harass them or spread lies, they don't recruit people to hate on people who are innocent. Sorry loves but you're supporting abuse and I will remove myself from that at every point because that is a *you and them* issue and absolutely nothing to do with me. It's a bit like having a stalker how obsessed they're becoming and I am so pleased I have CCTV now. Not terrified, just trying to do charity work in peace, and sick of my dog being bothered too. Saved the CCTV video from today and have police over tomorrow, trying to intimidate the one person who was targeted is pointless, I got no issues whatsoever, just in my own little lane. Get over whatever issues you've imagined about me and leave me alone. Back to charity work. Sarah x #harrassment #justwantpeace #avoiding #leftmyhometonight 
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My collection:

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 My collection: (poem) I miss the hand holding, But I don't miss the bruises left from the harm. I miss the cuddles, But not the coercion, belittling or lack of calm. I miss the company, But not the fear and tension. I miss the comforting, But not when it was intermittent or non-existent. I miss the daftness and the laughs, But not the mood changes and the scars. I miss the fun we had, But not the fun you had at my expense. I miss the connection, But you connected with everything and everyone at a fast pace. I miss the late night talks, But not the fact you never saw me as a human. I miss the love, Even if it was just an illusion. I've collected all the good parts, Put them in a box tied with a bow. I flick through them sometimes, wishing you were the person you faked to be, such a good show. I've taken all the trauma, the pain and the bad, Put them in a different box, never to be opened again, locked hard. I may miss aspects and I may hold the good we had gently, But I'
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Home

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 Some people don't realise that home can be a person, they are always chasing greener grass and flexing their ego, they never realise when they have an authentic lass and they waste their time and energy being fake and abusive ... Do they ever think about how they self sabotage? How they could have had everything in life, including real love, or does that scare them so much they have to leave a trail of broken people behind, they have to lash out at every possibility... Do they think of what they've done? Do they reflect? Do they miss the authentic ones they throw away? Do they have a conscience? Does harm and sadism really benefit them? Trauma is never necessary and yet there's so much of it, people cause and leave behind too much of it. When will people start self reflection instead of negative visual affiliations to create negative narratives about others so they can feel better about their own flaws and lives... Why can't they figure out that if they stopped busying
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