PGP / SPD My story:

  I've suffered enough, it's about time I posted the document with the names of those who lied to the police about me and the false allegations. Life has been extremely difficult anyway, I'm struggling as it is and keep being reminded of those who chose abuse over communication isn't helping my mental health. Threatened of arrests because I wanted an apology. False allegations claiming I've harmed people of specific organisations on the town when it is the other way around. I'm tired of it all. So very tired. People constantly get away with bad actions and malicious actions and lies and their victims get no justice. I've had enough of the way the world is. Scaremongering, lying and ostracising is all the abusive people are good at and I'm tired of the after affects of their actions and all I've lost. I stepped away from my community work and I'll never be able to become a councilor to help my townsfolk because of three individuals who also happen...

Busy day tomorrow! Finally got a job centre appointment so I'm going to see how they can help me RE accessibility and part time work. Finished notes for a podcast I will be doing with DurhamEnable about their services and what it is like to be disabled. I hope it will help lots of people and is relatable and uplifting!  Then if I'm not too achy, I hope to join my hometown at their food festival event so if you see me there say hi! There'll be live music and plenty of food to enjoy! Last time I was there I was running the Aycliffe Uncensored page (I had to step down from creating and running the page due to ostracising issues from local organisations etc which made it difficult to manage the page and do the community work) and I had filmed for that page but tomorrow I'm just going to enjoy myself and capture footage for my personal blog and social media channels. Today however is a rest day, as I've had a very difficult week and life has tested me this week as it can...

  I've needed some rest days and today I had a very interesting call from a pain support service my GP referred me to. I'm waiting for an email about what they do and can offer me and since I've done everything up to this point alone and with little to no support, I hope I can find some helpful tips and tricks to help manage even better than I am on bad pain days and flare up days. I don't understand this world as some people are so hypocritical and fake and preach things they don't believe in just for clout, but atleast the universe is removing people like that from my lane. That I can be thankful for at least. I contacted my UC journal about rent changes as rent has gone up for everyone and thought I'd leave a message asking if they would be willing to help with seeking part time work as well as DurhamEnable. I got a very odd response. I stated "I'm working with DurhamEnable to try and secure part time paid work but I'm struggling due to my dynami...

~To younger me, I'm sorry I ever doubted you, this is the life meant for you, you should have always chased your dreams.~ IMDb.me/SarahWingfield 🎬 I want to take the time to say a huge thank you to everyone who has uplifted me, supported me, saw me at my worst, still see me during pain flare ups and as I fight my body, pushed me, believed in me and I hope, truly, that I can inspire others to never quit on their dreams and aspirations.  To inspire people to always face obstacles head on, even when those obstacles are their own body, and I hope that other disabled people can see their worth and are aware of their qualities and skills, even if most of the world overlooks us. Stand in your own light and never be afraid to shine. When I first broke out of my bedbound and housebound situation, not all that long ago in 2021, I never thought I'd ever be in the position I am now; actioning positive change, helping others, studying and bettering myself and achieving, what are big things...

  No one likes someone who can see through their facade. They gang up to discredit them because they're a threat to their fake reputations. They can stay scared of the truth, I'll never apologise for being authentic and I'll always avoid unsafe spaces. Stay authentic and keep being someone who prioritises safeguarding over petty peer pressure and clique-politics. 💯 I'm proud I'm hated by those I am hated by, they earned their place with their BS. 😘❤️ I hate no one. I sometimes hate how people choose to behave but as long as they stay out of my lane and away from me and stop sabotaging or interfering then I'm golden!  Even when they hate and ostracise, it just pushes me to be more driven anyway, I channel negativity and turn it into something positive, tangible, even if it's simply determination to use to go after my goals harder. I'm proud of me. 💯💪🏻❤️☺️✨ Sarah Wingfield ✨

Happy Mother's Day! ❤️  We started by losing an hour for day light savings and I've had a bad pain flare last night and managed to get through filming and I'm now resting in bed for the next few days. Had a lovely time with my son yesterday and my partner as we gamed and then watched movies. My son got me a wonderful card and some wine and I dropped my mam's gifts off yesterday. I hope everyone in the UK have had a wonderful mother's day and I'm so amazed by my son every single day. So grateful and thankful to be a mother, when I was told at a young age I wouldn't be. He is my miracle and I'm so proud of him and of the man he's becoming! I'm being targeted again by Instagram as they are censoring and removing my content under the false label 'inauthentic behaviour' and now I am at risk of losing my second TikTok because they're not plus size friendly. The world's getting worse every single day and we can't change or stop it. M...