PGP / SPD My story:

Remember: Growth starts with accountability. I have never been diagnosed with, or experienced, paranoia. I also experience no side effects from my prescribed medical cannabis, none, which I use exactly as directed to manage chronic pain. My treatment is well documented and monitored by the medical professionals involved in my care. Ignorant assumptions are part of the problem. When someone leads with assumptions instead of curiosity, facts rarely change their mind because they weren't interested in the facts to begin with. Yes, I'm still annoyed about yesterday. I'm human, and I'm doing my best. That's all any of us can do. Sometimes it's okay to admit you got something wrong. I know I do. I'm proud I fix myself when I'm the issue and when others don't want resolution, like I do - I step away. Accountability means caring enough to reflect, apologise when necessary, and do better.  An apology isn't just words; it includes changed behaviour.  Real...

Outgrowing Pains: No one tells you about the part of healing and self-growth that hurts. As you grow, you outgrow people who are illogical, lack self-awareness and enable poor behaviour without accountability. You lose a lot, but you also gain so much. I can no longer stand with people who support those targeting others. I no longer tolerate gaslighting, victim blaming or people defending those who invade someone else's lane instead of holding them accountable. I have a strong support network now. I have amazing friends, and there are far more decent people in my life than those who choose negativity. The old abusive rhetoric that the person being targeted must somehow be the problem, while ignoring facts and evidence, is an ugly mindset. I've experienced a lot of abuse, yet I haven't run to admins complaining about people. I let people show me who they are and place them where they belong. If someone is toxic, they don't belong in my life. Imagine believing you're ...

There Are No Vacancies for Abusers in My Life: I get rid of one stalker, and another seems to appear. Cyberstalking and online harassment are becoming frighteningly common, and I am absolutely done expecting people who repeatedly violate boundaries to suddenly develop self-restraint or self-control. People who knowingly continue behaviour that causes fear and distress are responsible for that choice. Anyone newly fixated on monitoring, discussing or targeting me can remain obsessed if that is what they choose. It is strange, unhealthy and entirely their responsibility. I do not know most of the people who repeatedly watch or discuss me. I do not want to know them, meet them or communicate with them. That will never change, regardless of how persistent they become or how often they try to pressure me into unblocking or meeting them. Stalkers frequently convince themselves that everything another person posts must somehow concern them. They then invent explanations to portray their monit...

Behind the Screams: The Work Nobody Sees Before a Film Exists: When Peter King brought some ideas for a movie to me I put him in touch with Mike Davies and this movie script was born. People often watch a film and judge the finished product in two hours. What they rarely see are the months—or even years—of work that happen long before a single scene is filmed. One of my current projects with Mike Davies is The Scream Team Reunion. At the moment we're breaking the script down scene by scene, analysing every page to understand exactly what will be needed before we even think about crowdfunding. This isn't the glamorous side of filmmaking. It's spreadsheets. Prop lists. Location planning. Character analysis. Costume requirements. Risk assessments. Budget forecasting. Scheduling. Equipment. Special effects. Insurance. Accessibility. Contingency planning. Every single page of a screenplay has to be translated into practical reality. How many actors are in the scene? How many ext...

Mr Flagman: the epidemic of entitled Men in Britain: 🎵 Listen to "Mr Flagman" – K•Doll x Mai 🎵 This is a mindset virus affecting entitled British men: Mr Flagman is a social commentary on harmful attitudes towards women and girls—stalking, sexual harassment, intimidation, entitlement, misinformation, mob mentality, and the culture that too often excuses those behaviours. It was inspired by lived experiences, but the message is much bigger than any one single person, it's a pandemic. These behaviours affect women and girls across the UK every day, which is why nobody is named in the lyrics. It's a behavioural pattern that needs correcting. The song is about a harmful mindset that women and girls should never have to accept. If someone publicly claims the song is about them, despite never being named or identified, they're making that association themselves—not me.  I personally, take that as an omission of guilt. The song describes behaviours, not individuals.   ...

What Cyberstalking Looks Like in 2026: Guess I must have reached #CelebrityStatus now I have my very own exclusive obsessive fan club. 😅 Apparently, I live rent-free in a lot of people's heads. *Opens popcorn.* 🍿🤣 What have I supposedly done now? Honestly... I lose track. That probably sounds ridiculous to anyone who hasn't experienced sustained online harassment, but unfortunately this isn't directed at just one person anymore. There are multiple people who seem to spend a bizarrely unhealthy amount of time watching me, reposting or redistributing my original copyrighted work without permission, talking about me, and making me the topic of conversation, with hope they'll get attention - and they are. If a general post makes someone feel personally called out, perhaps it's worth asking why... #cinderella #shoefits  Here's the simple part some people keep missing... I don't want your attention. I don't want my name in your posts. I don't want my na...