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World War Three:

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World War Three began in 2026, although at the time nobody called it that. It started with disabled people being pushed harder and harder by governments that claimed there was no money left, while those in power continued claiming expenses, protecting their own incomes and blaming poor and disabled people for problems they did not create. Benefits were cut. Support was reduced. Social care became harder to access. People were left waiting months for assessments, treatment and financial help. Disabled people were spoken about as though they were a cost rather than human beings. Those who could not work were blamed. Those who needed support were treated with suspicion. People were expected to prove, repeatedly, that they were ill enough, disabled enough or poor enough to deserve basic help. At first, people protested peacefully. Disabled campaigners wrote to MPs, organised marches, signed petitions, spoke to the media and tried to explain what was happening. Wheelchair users protested ou...

Some K•Doll History and Truths.

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Some K•Doll History and Truths. Apparently you’re not a REAL Juggalo rapper until another Juggalo rapper comes AT you! 🤣🔥🤡 So here’s my unofficial “Why Are You Even Mad At Me?” Hall of Fame: 🤡 Facetattmami — got offended by my track My Pu$$y’s Fire without even listening to it because the WORD “pu$$y” was apparently enough to launch a full emotional emergency. 😭🤣 And from a fellow horrorcore artist too. Like babes… we literally make dark, provocative, vulgar music.  If one word in a TITLE causes a system breakdown, what are we even doing here? 💀🤣 🤡 Rook Mewsick — decided I was apparently some criminal mastermind scammer because of drama involving people I barely even know. Meanwhile I’m over here trying to make music, pay bills and remember where I put my glasses. 💀 That entire circus got BLOCKED. Not because I’m scared. Because I value my remaining brain cells. 🤣 🤡 Lilith The Sinful — got annoyed because I didn’t feel respected and I didn’t automatically take advice ju...

Surprise Nomination:

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Surprise Nomination: Oh WOW! 🥹✨ I was just mooching through my emails as usual, looking for any responses from the paid jobs I’ve applied for — and I may have one opportunity in the works, so *fingers crossed* 🤞🏻 — when this suddenly popped up! I’ve been nominated for the Community Champion Award at the Little SENDsations Inspirational Moments Awards! 🏆💛 This charity is dear to my heart because it does so many amazing things for SEND children in our community and my own family benefit from their kindness and hard work. To whoever nominated me: thank you so much. This was incredibly kind and such an amazing surprise. The truth is, I do what I do because taking action and creating positive change matters. If we have the ability to make somebody’s life a little easier, make someone feel heard, challenge something that isn’t right, or improve our communities in some way… then surely we have to try, don’t we? ❤️ Recognition has never been the reason behind it, which makes moments like ...

Some Truths about our current industry:

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Some #truths about our current industry: I absolutely hate seeing people with genuine projects, actual work underway and real opportunities get ignored, while vague ideas that may never even be made get loads of attention. Some people seriously need to start recognising the difference between somebody who is actively producing work and somebody who is constantly talking about what they might do. This is the film industry. Ideas are easy. Execution matters. 👊🏻🔥 There are real filmmakers, writers, actors and producers putting time, money and effort into projects right now, and some of you are missing genuine opportunities because you’re chasing concepts instead of action. I’m currently rewriting my own script, and I was also behind My Creepy Café podcast. Vanessa Gudgeon even filmed an episode, I created the music, logo and did the editing. 🔥 We did the work, got none of the credit. 🔥 I know first-hand how much work goes into getting something off the ground, and I also know what ha...

Leeds!!

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🔥 SAVE THE DATE — K•DOLL IS COMING TO LEEDS! 🔥 It’s happening, homies. 🪓✨ On 28th November, I’ll be heading to Hope House Gallery, Leeds to perform at BONESFEST 3, hosted by Percy Bones. This one means a LOT to me. I’ve spent a long time building K•Doll from the ground up — writing the music, creating the character, developing the visuals, putting myself out there and investing in something I genuinely believe in. Now I finally get to bring that energy to a live stage. 🔥 My man Danksy Krueger will be showing up for support too! Come say hi! For me, this isn’t just another date in the diary. It’s another step forward as an independent UK artist and another chance to meet some of the people who’ve supported me, shared my work, streamed my music and welcomed this strange little horror-clown into the carnival. 😂🖤 Expect K•Doll energy, horrorcore vibes, alternative chaos, clown paint and absolutely zero interest in blending into the background. So if you’re in Leeds — or fancy making ...

From now on...

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From now on, I’m matching energy. 💯🔥 I’m supporting the people who support me, and I’m DONE pouring myself into spaces, people and communities that leave me feeling drained, disrespected or hurt. I don’t need validation. Never did. I supported people because that’s WHO I AM. I uplifted people because I wanted to. I gave my time, energy, platform, encouragement and heart because I genuinely gave a fk. But I’m not sacrificing pieces of myself anymore just to prove I’m a good person. Nah. The spaces I create MATTER. And if I have to carve my OWN fkn space into this rock, I WILL. 🪓🔥 A space where being loud isn’t a crime. Being different isn’t something to apologise for. Being outspoken doesn’t make you difficult. Having boundaries doesn’t make you cruel. And being misunderstood doesn’t mean you need to shrink yourself until everyone else feels comfortable. This is for every weird one. Every loud one. Every outsider. Every person who was called “too much”. Every person who supported e...

Paid Employment Hunting:

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Paid Employment Hunting: Never thought I’d be up until nearly 4am looking for paid work, but here we are lmao... 🤣 One of these, needs to see my worth!  I have so many skills and so much I want to do!  A part-time job would give me a little more income and freedom while helping me continue to support local organisations, charities and projects, the things that really matter to our communities! 🙏🏻 I’m not expecting the universe to grant me a massive lottery win. 💀 I just want an opportunity to use what I’m good at, keep growing and build a bit more stability for myself. ❤️ Five years and counting and this gal still won't quit on herself. 💪🏻🔥 Sarah Wingfield ❤️  KawaiiDollDecora.uk #work #paidemployment #parttimework #income #independence  Alt text: Pink graphic with red heart-shaped lollipops and sparkling four-leaf clovers. Sarah Wingfield’s logo reads “Actress | Author | Advocate” and “KawaiiDollDecora.uk.” A screenshot in the centre shows “Application status...