Acceptance: 🩷🩷🩷

 I accept that this was me.

I accept that this body was hard to maintain.

I accept that I fasted a lot to keep this body.

I accept that I drank water and didn't eat as much.

I accept that I will never look like this again.

And yet..

I embrace my squish.

I am a bigger lady now.

It's a part of me and disability is partly why.

Exercise is done as and when I can due to mobility issues.

But..

I EMBRACE all of me.

I embrace my Winnie the Pooh tummy.

I embrace my squishy thighs.

I embrace my body as it has birthed.

I embrace my body as it has endured.

I embrace who I am now and who I will be.

To new chapters where I don't calorie count or worry about what others think of my visual aspects.

I am not made to be visually or aesthetically pleasing, plus it gets ya hated, I never had any positives from looking like this other than modelling.

Dudes wouldn't date.

Women would insult.

I'd get called fat way more often than I do now.

So pros/cons.

Be YOU.

#lessonslearned

Kawaii Doll Decora 🩷✨