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Hi everyone! I’m seeking a new role and would appreciate your support. If you hear of any opportunities or just want to catch up, please send me a message or comment below. I’d love to reconnect. #OpenToWork About me & what I’m looking for: 💼 I’m looking for Administrative Aide, Assistant, Sales Associate, Sales Advocate, Analyst roles, charity positions, data inputting and more. Hybrid, remote or near my home. 🌎 I’m open to roles in Newton Aycliffe and surrounding areas. Paid work only, I have vast experience and a lot of academics. I'm driven and passionate and looking for something to support myself and be more independent. Thank you. Sarah Wingfield 🌹

  Dear me, I hope on your bad days, you remember that there will be more good, when you feel defeated, remember that you've overcome worse. Some may harm, sabotage and leave chaos in their wake, but not you, never you and that's something you can hold onto, be proud of. At the end of the survival, sacrifices, life trials, I hope you see the light in you is still lit, I hope you remember all you stand for and that you'll never quit, regardless of what others think and say and do and harm, you will rise like a Phoenix from the ashes, every single time. I know it's hard, I know it hurts like hell daily, I know you'll never know what it feels like to be pain-free, but take a step back and look at all you're achieving and are yet to achieve. Many have tried to break you and you grieve but you picked up the pieces and re-arranged them, better than before. You're low again, you're only human, you're suffering again, but remember it won't last forever, t...

 Be careful with https://www.excelagainsttheodds.co.uk/ they just FRAUDULENTLY took £30 from my bank and I had to report it to my bank. I gave a one off payment last year or the year before and found them unhelpful so dropped them. I never signed up to any subscriptions or anything and I am absolutely maddened that they've invoiced me and taken £30 without my consent or knowledge. I have emailed them and told them I've reported the fraud and they're to lose all my information or I'm taking legal action. I can't stand it when disabled people are taken advantage of and I've heard nothing from them for many months so just how dare they. Be careful when spending money for support as a disabled individual, the world is not kind to us. Sarah Wingfield  Independent Disability Advocate.

  This is one of the reasons I work together collecting other creatives because people in the creative fields are always sabotaged and hit hard by algorithm malfunctions, to the point accounts are lost. I'm on my second TikTok account and two of my song videos have already been unfairly muted by TikTok, meanwhile Instagram false flags posts to stop the profile from monetising. It's incredibly difficult for creatives to create revenue streams when faced with such hostilities from algorithms. Censorship has gone mad and we just have to sit back and be puppeteered. I'm being unfairly sabotaged by Instagram: #sabotagedbyinstagram 👀👀👀 Kdoll_artist IG ..and there is nothing anyone of us can do about it. I will always work together with other creatives and build others up, unless they do something where I have to withdraw my support, because we are all in this together, and this is OUR fight to make things right and promote one another! Sarah Wingfield.

  The more I speak to people and the more I try and gain help myself, the more I learn that we don't have healthcare access like we should, anymore. People can't make appointments to be x-rayed like they used to and wait lists are years long with a lot of gatekeeping when people attempt access to services. If the dentist crisis wasn't enough, people are having to resort to YouTube videos and to do things themselves instead. It's absolutely heartbreaking when people are being treated less than they deserve, when access is reduced and it's the same for those with disabilities, I walk on a dislocated pelvis, surgery denied and gatekept and still waiting to hear about the rheumatology department I was supposed to be referred to. People are forced to get on with it until things escalate and become life threatening they are told they don't matter. Long waiting times, ten hours plus, in accident emergency and I don't understand why or when things started to shift s...

it is what it is. hard work. sacrifice. new car looks like it's been keyed along the side. some people will only ever harm and sabotage. choose to never be like them. #sabotage #propertydamage #dontquit #newcarkeyed #trusttheprocess #scum #itiswhatitis #fyp #fypシ゚  ---- I have had to have police involvement due to abusive men this year and last year, an abusive ex partner and an abusive ex friend turned obsessor, and today I was told my car has been scratched.  No woman is safe lately and police do not protect us and can't protect us. They claim to believe us but then go on leave for months at a time, refuse to read the statements and reports often getting things wrong and leaving it far too long to get recorded statements and evidence. They let evidence get recorded over and we as victims don't matter. I feel like those who break the law have more support, more legal advice, more protection than any victims do and when victims retaliate they're penalised beyond a joke....

The Importance of Boundaries in Life: Boundaries are essential for maintaining healthy relationships, personal well-being, and self-respect. They define the limits of what we are comfortable with and help us establish clear expectations with others. Without them, misunderstandings, stress, and resentment can easily arise. Emotional Boundaries Emotional boundaries protect our mental health by ensuring we do not take on the burdens of others at the expense of our own well-being. They allow us to offer support while maintaining our own sense of self. For example, it is important to recognise when someone’s problems are theirs to solve rather than feeling obligated to fix everything for them. Physical and Personal Space Respecting physical boundaries is just as important as emotional ones. Everyone has different comfort levels regarding personal space and physical contact. Understanding and honouring these preferences fosters mutual respect and prevents discomfort or anxiety in social inte...

And today I'm narcissistic AND a nut job for CORRECTLY defining the term 'whine' and holding a mirror up to an online bully. Getting bored now of the bullies that are dullards, at least get creative with the insults please, it's pathetic when men can't even add some humourous flairs to their MANtrums.  Just saying. And ALL OF THIS STUPIDITY because I pointed out the post was important for accessibility purposes and answered their questions which I now see they were trolling and seeking a verbal punching bag, wrong target good sir! I've had worse than you mate! Lol Wish relatives collected lost abusive men when they get loose on the Internet. Why do they need to spit their dummy out though? Why do they need to backpedal and pretend they were kind when they were scummy? Why can't they see the facts and why is it always EVERYONE else whose the problem when they can't get away with being a bully online? This man lives on my town, and he thinks that accessibi...

The power of NO: I'm so pleased I'm no longer around hot and cold people, mixed signals, lies, cheats or just icky souls. It destroys you from the inside outwards and you don't even realise just how much until you're free from the manipulative hold they have over you, constantly striving to prove your worth over and over again, letting your walls down, letting them in, they built you up to smash it all down, they were never sincere. Fake love and loyalty posts across social media as they played you, told people they were single, cheated on you, behind closed doors chose to harm you. Police being called, break ups, back together, one more chance, they can't lose you, and you let them back in to sink what was left of your ship. You felt like an idiot. I've tried so many times to get others to see my worth, chased them when they hurt me, apologised when they harmed me, tried to fix situations I didn't break and it broke me. I picked up the pieces and kept putti...

A Journey of Strength and Self-Belief. For as long as I can remember, I’ve been fighting a battle no one else can see. Living with chronic pain and invisible disabilities has meant constantly explaining, justifying, and pushing through—while the world often fails to understand. It’s exhausting, but I refuse to let it define me. Singing and rapping has always been my escape. When I sing and rap, I feel free, as if, for a moment, the weight of my struggles lifts, and I can just be. But for a long time, self-doubt whispered in my ear, telling me I wasn’t good enough, that my voice didn’t matter, that my pain made me weak. Years of being overlooked, dismissed, and told to “just push through” had taken a toll on my confidence. Now, I’m on a journey—not just to improve my singing, but to rebuild me. Learning to Believe in Myself. I used to think confidence was something you either had or didn’t have. But I’m learning it’s like a muscle—it grows the more you use it. Every note I sing, every l...

I am currently busy working on music collaborations today.  Stepping up my game.  Improving, growing, evolving. 🎵 Never quitting so Ms. Stock from Parkside who left me traumatised as a child and then jeapordised my GCSE music as my teacher there mentioned her before my performance and I froze and couldn't sing a single note, can kiss my butt.  I went into graphics design instead but I will face my trauma she caused by PUBLICLY humiliating an 11 yr old child and having the whole class laughing throughout the whole performance, and I will overcome and I will improve and I will work hard towards fixing the harm she did. I got this. 💯🎵 Sarah/ K•Doll

Isn't disability advocating fun some days...  MANtrum of the day award goes to: For offering the reasonable accessibility option of joining a path! Oh the joys of actioning positive change! 🙏🏻❤️ ..and yet we keep SPEAKING UP for our RIGHTS as disabled individuals! Sarah Wingfield 🌹  #accessibility #disabledaccess #disabilitysupport #disabilityawareness #disabilityinclusion 

Getting all the cuddles in before I have to say goodbye... waiting to hear back from Dogs trust, one of the hardest things I've had to do but if this trip away taught me anything, it was that he's too much for me and my dynamic disabilities and I have to think of myself as having been Buds foster mummy because it's so hard. He's such a sweetheart but I don't have carers or support or anything and I did my best with this beautiful amazing soul of a dog and he deserves so much more than I can give him. I'm really struggling and not everyone would understand or get it, he got out not too long ago and I hurt myself and it took an hour to get him back and I was sat on a wet path, shaking and crying in the rain as I'd never have forgiven myself if he had got hit by a car. Lucky for me that's when he came back to me and I got the lead on him otherwise I'd not have got him back. I wish I could have been more for him, he is an absolute angel, but instead I...

  This is released on Valentine's Day 2025! BawahahaAHAHAH! Unhinged and meant to make people laugh! Can't wait! Had a controversial response to this track but in response to people hating I say STFU, stop hating and dictating and let people be as weird as they want to be. Women can be sexual creatures too and there's no shame in that at all! It's a bit of fun and not exactly the creators fault if others need to hate and dictate and assume and not be able to take things with a pinch of salt or let other women be FREE TO BE THE WOMEN THEY ARE! I will ALWAYS advocate for women's rights and I find it hypocritical when any woman says a woman CAN'T or should NOT do anything a MAN does! That's saying men can do what they want but women can't. *Mic drop* KDoll 🪓  To all the quirky women out there who knows how to have a laugh and have fun, enjoy this bizarre banger on Valentine's Day! #women #pussy #explicit #fun #unhinged #weird #different #alternative #f...

  KDoll is a female music artist from the UK.  Listen to K•Doll, on ALL streaming platforms: https://RecordU.lnk.to/anlKVX SoundCloud: https://on.soundcloud.com/Fz25tkaPAy6KqohWA Apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/k-doll/1788495399 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6scx6w4IeXQXG4kKsYCbND?si=AmO3fa2bSU2OQQpwWxLRNw Amazon music: https://music.amazon.co.uk/artists/B0DS697HXP?ref=dm_sh_yK90rXL3fF09D4YRptnpKgaI3 Deezer: https://deezer.page.link/aouh7dDiLuHBnNiz6 Follow KDoll on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kdoll_artist?igsh=MWt4MWxmdDN1c2VrdQ== #kdoll #music #musicartist #alternative #horrorcore #spotify #deezer #amazon #apple #soundcloud  Last 12 months (above) Last 30 days (below)

links: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt34242111/?ref_=ext_shr https://rayafilms.com/cultnight I had the pleasure of playing a floor manager in the Raya Films movie production of Cult Night, on Wednesday. Caroline and James were absolutely wonderful people and you can see how much hard work and dedication goes on behind the scenes of a movie! As soon as I arrived they were so pleasant and welcomed me and had me first in hair and make up with the wonderful Amy. AmyAlicemakeup on instagram. Amy and I discussed her background in make up artistry and how she got involved and she was exceptionally professional and made me look ten years younger! Definitely talented!  As others arrived, I was so impressed and inspired by them, everyone had different yet exceptional backgrounds and experience and you could see how passionate all of us are to be involved in creative endeavors. I spoke at length with Daniel about interviews and interviewing, a polite and calm gentleman who has done presenting a...

My partner Peter and I, booked a wonderful apartment for overnight, right near where we were filming at Southend-On-Sea and were absolutely blown away by how wonderful the hosts were. After a long and tiring (approx five hours) drive, add on time for services breaks, it was lovely to have a cuppa tea with them and discuss a range of topics close to my heart. They were polite, respectful and an absolute delight and set our journey up with good vibes and positivity. When we got into the apartment it was a lovely size and exactly as described and shown on the advert, it was perfect for what we needed and we got ourselves and our fur baby Bud settled in. It was near a dog park and a tennis court and near the sea and seaside. I would have definitely liked to have stayed a little longer and enjoy the area more as it seemed a dream! I'm so pleased that I was able to travel and enjoy this apartment and make good memories, hopefully there will be plenty more to come. Sarah Wingfield 🌹 

I have had the absolute pleasure of working with Raya Films on their wonderful New picture 'Cult Night', as described on Raya Films: "Suspense Horror - Feature Film When an errant American student connects with her movie producer uncle in London, she becomes embroiled in a world of deceit, exploitation and murder. January 2025 update: We're filming now!" I am currently on set about to play a floor manager and have been having a wonderful time meeting everyone and had some very interesting conversations as we prep for the scene. This is my first movie set and hopefully won't be my last as I rebuild my portfolio and life and I'm excited for this and for future possible opportunities! Sorry this one is pretty short but I'm writing it between prep so have to be off and get shooting! Thanks so much again for your time! Sarah Wingfield 🌹  #movies #movieprep #rayafilms #suspense #thriller #cultnight #cultnightmovie Updates: Amazing time on set with some wond...

It has come to my attention today that the government are looking again at reforming the benefits system for people with disabilities and the sick. This is concerning so I suggestively advise and kindly ask people to email the following to your local MP, mine being Alan Strickland. Dear MP Alan Strickland, I am concerned about the government's potential changes to the benefits system that could remove critical support for sick and disabled people. Recent reports suggest significant reforms are being planned for 2025, including changes to Personal Independence Payments (PIP), Work Capability Assessments, and Disability Living Allowance. These proposed changes are causing significant anxiety among people who rely on this support to live with dignity. Decisions on this scale must be informed by public input to ensure fairness and protect the independence of sick and disabled individuals. As my MP please can you: - Write to Chancellor Rachel Reeves and DWP Minister Liz Kendall to call ...

I seem to have dropped my "shame" somewhere because I am now totally and wholeheartedly bizarre and I'm embracing it, so if you come across it I don't want it back, you can keep it. Cheers.  Music: Space Kitty by Mind Flayer  #music #promo #spacekitty #mindflayer #cute #kitty #kawaii #MindFlay3r  Listen to the whole Mind Flayer track here: https://youtu.be/IRJ6QLUWCgE?si=ylQkwNyS3DlmEnRL Sarah ❣️

Exciting times as I am getting everything sorted for my trip as I'm on a movie set for the first time on Wednesday! Emily's did a beautiful job with my nails!  Emily Nails & Beauty Newton Aycliffe 💅🏻❤️ Cult night by Raya Films is going to be a one to look out for!! 💥🤘🏻 As I had a coffee and a tiffin in Tesco cafe I had the pleasure of meeting and speaking with a Lynne (hope that's spelt correctly). She was a lady who used to be a Mayor for my hometown and I thoroughly enjoyed talking with her about politics, actioning positive change, support networks and charity fundraising and work. It's always wonderful to hear people's experiences and achievements and she was such an inspiration to little me. One day I'll be a woman I can be proud of and I'll eventually find a paid position and my life will change again. *Manifests hard* Thanks again for reading! Have a wonderful week! Sarah x

  Remix 🔥 KDoll #catwoman #BatmanReturns #Remix #zombieundead KDoll is a female music artist from the UK.  Listen to K•Doll, on ALL streaming platforms: https://RecordU.lnk.to/anlKVX Listen to K•Doll, a playlist by K•Doll on #SoundCloud https://on.soundcloud.com/Fz25tkaPAy6KqohWA I need to figure out how to get more ways to promote my K•Doll profile and tracks, I'm trying to be really creative with more memes and remix videos lately. It's super hard to raise awareness to what you do to find the niche and people that can relate, but I still want to see what happens if I don't quit and I have people who actually like my creativity and support me around me now.  I love that so much because they remind you that there are people out there who will absolutely adore your aesthetic and style and just haven't discovered you yet. Here's to grinding and hustling and sacrificing until I find more of my people.  🔥 Sarah / K•Doll For fun here are some of the memes: