The Judgemental and the Truth:
The Judgemental and the Truth.
Isn't it mental
That they like to judge
As an excuse to hate
And abuse and begrudge
Isn't it mental
That people treat opinions as facts
Are they having a laugh
Delusional and crass
Isn't it mental
That they can't see
The truth willingly
Set on a plate for them easily
Isn't it mental
They they choose to target me
The innocent party
Trying to better society
And help the disabled and elderly
Isn't it mental
That you're not here
When I'm filled with fear
You only see what you want to see
And lose the bigger picture
You weren't there when I've fallen
You weren't there when I've fought
You weren't there when I've wanted to end things
And you weren't there to feel the hurt
You weren't the one stuck isolated
For almost a decade
Or dealing with abuse in hospital
Using your ideas of me as leverage
To abuse your power more?
To hate and troll and what for?
For people who can't face their mistakes
So they try to scapegoat, scaremonger and hate.
You weren't there when I've wished for a coma
You weren't there when my son had his cancer
You weren't there when they told me to kill myself
You weren't there when my body and mobility failed itself
You weren't there when they x-rayed and diagnosed me with their eyes
You weren't there when they filled my medical notes with lies
You haven't endured or seen life through my eyes
And yes it matters that you don't even try
Yes it matters when you choose the wrong side
It matters when you choose to use words to hide
Hide abuse and bad behaviour
Instead of trying to help your community and neighbour
I'm never the enemy and I never started any war
I needed help when I was at my weakest and low
It's not my fault others chose to behave sadistically
So please don't tarnish me with such idiocy
All because you can't see
All because you can't see
And you can't understand an altruist like me.
But more importantly
You choose not to see
Not to see the truth
And to act abusively
Becoming exactly
Exactly like the people who you don't want to be.
And yet your abuse comes so effortlessly
To try and control and belittle me
Instead of researching, you act with hostility
Because you can't accept the truth so specifically.
Chasing false narratives to defame and create fabrications of me.
S.W.
13:17hrs Tues Sept 26 2023.
Kawaii Doll Decora 🩷
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