It's okay, I'm fine. Dear me:

 

Dear me,

I hope on your bad days, you remember that there will be more good, when you feel defeated, remember that you've overcome worse.

Some may harm, sabotage and leave chaos in their wake, but not you, never you and that's something you can hold onto, be proud of.

At the end of the survival, sacrifices, life trials, I hope you see the light in you is still lit, I hope you remember all you stand for and that you'll never quit, regardless of what others think and say and do and harm, you will rise like a Phoenix from the ashes, every single time.

I know it's hard, I know it hurts like hell daily, I know you'll never know what it feels like to be pain-free, but take a step back and look at all you're achieving and are yet to achieve. Many have tried to break you and you grieve but you picked up the pieces and re-arranged them, better than before.

You're low again, you're only human, you're suffering again, but remember it won't last forever, the good as rare as it is always finds you, like the flowers that bloom in between cracked pavements, otherwise they'd never see the sun or the moon, you rise, grow and evolve. No matter how small.

You may cry and stumble and fall, but you never stay down. You never quit, you're resilient and brave and it's not your fault others refuse to see you in your light. Create narratives or start fights, you can't put it right, you didn't break it. They did.

May you see your worth, even on the days that seem neverending, defeating, relentless, may you remember your power and strength and may you continue forward using your voice for all those that need you to speak for them. To support them. Inspire them.

May you never feel 'less than', and may you treat every obstacle and painful experience as a lesson and a blessing, for knowledge is power and you can rebuild from experience.

The truth and documenting the highs and lows of your reality may not be understood fully, but it's your life and your legacy and if people wanted to be mentioned in a positive light then they had the choice to behave better, be better, you are never responsible for what they chose. They chose for them what they did and you dealt with the blows and the lows, the thorns to the rose. You bounced back. Cut after attack but you healed and grew, evolved and adapted with the information that was new.

You deal in facts.

You are an artist documenting your world and finding your vision. Your journey is your mission, your voice your power and your resilience your gift. You are a warrior for fairness and justice and hate manipulation.

You have studied and sacrificed your whole life, so you can't easily be brainwashed or conditioned, you're untameable and direct and plenty hate the truth or your authenticity but still you keep going.

You must keep going.

For Darling, someone out there reading this, is being inspired by you, they are listening and watching and praying for you.

Don't let them down. Straighten that crown and be the woman you are and were made to be. The villain in some people's stories but never in reality. 

Awareness is always the key, to change.

You got this, you just need to remind yourself who you are and what you stand for, light that fire beneath you to keep you going for all those like you.

Those that need you, and remember, you need you too.

So go forth no matter what life and people throw at you, no matter the obstacles in your way, walk tall and remain untameable, keep that fire lit and that soul burning for positive change.

The power is within you.

Yours lovingly,

You. 🌹

Sarah Wingfield 🌹