S.O.S

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~Still trying to heal and deal so forgive me for being real.~


S.O.S (song / poem)


This is a signal flare

I'm in distress

Tongue held under duress

Threatened of an arrest

S.O.S


I wanted a place to belong

Bring people together and to move on

Heal from the past and make new friends

But that dream shattered and came to an end

I struggle to swallow injustice 

Was never able to, even as a child 

I choke on the thought of it

And can't stand the hypocrisy, it's wild

How people can win awards

When they cause such harm and damage

How people can ostracise, not remain impartial, it's savage

You got the police to threaten me

Because I dared to ask for an apology 

You're all ganging up on me

Because you're not capable of a simple 'sorry'

This is MY story

You don't get to bury me

You don't get to spread lies

You may win awards

And your organisations may thrive

But you're a facade, you're evil in disguise

No feminist would approve of abuse

It's all a ruse

You hide the truth 

And bully your way with more abuse

Hiding behind good deeds and lies with an ego that's bruised


This is a signal flare

I'm in distress

Tongue held under duress

Threatened of an arrest

S.O.S


Would you like me to buy you the spade

So you can dig my grave

Bury me in it with the dirt you spread

The hatred is real over all I've said

I won't beg

You can't see the harm you spread

My points valid so you threaten, you're mislead

Two faced, empty holograms of the false persona's you spoonfed

To the public

As they cheer on your achievements 

Publicity is worth more than humans

Freedom to you means stepping on people 

And ruining them

I won't ever be cruel like you

I know how to remain impartial unlike you

I don't recruit hate campaigns 

And I'll never let you choke me with your reigns

What is it you even gain

From hiding the truth about your abuse

Sabotaging every aspect of my life

Telling people they aren't allowed to talk to me as you dance on the knife

Of your hatred

You're jaded

Scared of fading

Needing false praise

False awards

As you make false statements 

You're degrading

Wasting your time 

Showing me that I'm the one with power

And the truth was always mine

So you cut my tongue out

With the help of the police

As I seek to safeguard 

And to unite and bring peace

And positive change

It's strange

That you claim to want the same things

As you approve of evil misdoings

And push the innocent to extremes

It's all threats

I detest

All that you claim to stand for

Your plastic pedestals will snap and break

And you'll be the ones to self sabotage 

So no need to feel threatened or to hate

Me


This is a signal flare

I'm in distress

Tongue held under duress

Threatened of an arrest

S.O.S

S.O.S


No sisters of mine would ever be so grotesque


S.O.S


Written by Sarah Wingfield 

As I try and heal 

23:19hrs Mon Dec 16 2024

@KawaiiDollDecora ♡

www.magnoliaphotography.co.uk ♡




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