Focusing on positives:

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I've been working exceptionally hard as of late on my goals and aspirations as well as my charity work and I'm excited to announce a new opportunity heading my way!

I've struggled to cope with some negative experiences and I'm trying my very best to put all of that behind me despite the hurt but I will always practice gratitude and appreciation and work hard towards how I want my life to be!

I'm still rebuilding and it will take time.

I'll drop more information nearer to the time and I am focusing on driving lessons and hoping to pass my practical test in May so I can benefit from independence and freedom and the ability to drive to wherever I need to be for future movie opportunities, however I am excited to announce a small segment in a movie has come my way!

I'll book a hotel and sort transport the night before so I can be on set for when they need me and I'd be playing a background character, a manager!

As my movie database portfolio slowly grows I want to take the time to thank everyone whose supported me and believed in me and has me believing in myself for once because I'm actually excited about life and can't wait to see what 2025 brings!

I'm still taking contributions to my book to raise awareness about different disabilities and invisible conditions and have a few tweaks to make to the introduction and the first official contribution but I can't wait til it's finished and put out there to make the difference that's needed today!

I'm going out with a friend today with my dog Bud and I can't wait for today's little adventure, although I am worried in the back of my mind as I haven't heard from my Age UK befriending match for two weeks so the calls are on hold; my thoughts, love and positive vibes go out to them and their families today and I hope to hear from Age UK soon.

I started volunteering for Age UK because I understand what loneliness does to a person on a deeper level, I have had my soul crushed and destroyed and have bounced back from isolated hell. This is my way of supporting others enduring the same. My thoughts are with them today and if I can help make anything better, I will and I do! Best life philosophy to have! 

I can't change anything at the moment however so I'm fuelling forward and hoping to give Bud a good day with my friend Peter whose the proud new owner of my baby axolotl Ponyo who simply just got too much for me to look after with my disabilities and the commitments I am making and will be making in future.

I still love Ponyo and I know he's gone to a good home!

Here is a sneaky peak of the upcoming movie project and if you yourself are working on a movie and think I'd be a good fit please don't hesitate to contact me as I would happily audition and let my auditions speak for themselves!

I'm investing in myself for once, whilst still looking out for others, actioning positive change and making a positive difference!

IMDb.me/SarahWingfield 🎥 ❤️ 

Thank you as always for reading my rollercoaster 🎢 of a life and let's hope there's less turns and twists and more calm and peaceful moments in 2025!

I'm avoiding people and places that have done me wrong, working hard to heal from bad experiences and trying to rebuild what's left of my life without further sabotage or maliciousness invading my little isolated lane.

That's all any one can do.

But no one should ever get to tell someone they harmed how they deal with the harm, especially if they have never had any interest or intentions of fixing the harm, apologising for it or offering solutions or closure. Period.

Here's the sneak peak and please wish me luck because if you actually knew what my life was like, not just with my chronic pain condition, but the sacrifices and hard work and studies I've done, then you'd know that I've earned every opportunity that comes my way and more! It's not been easy, but I've never quit!

Sarah Wingfield ❤️




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