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Disability Advocating:

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Isn't disability advocating fun some days...  MANtrum of the day award goes to: For offering the reasonable accessibility option of joining a path! Oh the joys of actioning positive change! 🙏🏻❤️ ..and yet we keep SPEAKING UP for our RIGHTS as disabled individuals! Sarah Wingfield 🌹  #accessibility #disabledaccess #disabilitysupport #disabilityawareness #disabilityinclusion 

Bye Bye Beautiful Bud:

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Getting all the cuddles in before I have to say goodbye... waiting to hear back from Dogs trust, one of the hardest things I've had to do but if this trip away taught me anything, it was that he's too much for me and my dynamic disabilities and I have to think of myself as having been Buds foster mummy because it's so hard. He's such a sweetheart but I don't have carers or support or anything and I did my best with this beautiful amazing soul of a dog and he deserves so much more than I can give him. I'm really struggling and not everyone would understand or get it, he got out not too long ago and I hurt myself and it took an hour to get him back and I was sat on a wet path, shaking and crying in the rain as I'd never have forgiven myself if he had got hit by a car. Lucky for me that's when he came back to me and I got the lead on him otherwise I'd not have got him back. I wish I could have been more for him, he is an absolute angel, but instead I...

My Pu$$y's Fire Valentine's Day release:

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  This is released on Valentine's Day 2025! BawahahaAHAHAH! Unhinged and meant to make people laugh! Can't wait! Had a controversial response to this track but in response to people hating I say STFU, stop hating and dictating and let people be as weird as they want to be. Women can be sexual creatures too and there's no shame in that at all! It's a bit of fun and not exactly the creators fault if others need to hate and dictate and assume and not be able to take things with a pinch of salt or let other women be FREE TO BE THE WOMEN THEY ARE! I will ALWAYS advocate for women's rights and I find it hypocritical when any woman says a woman CAN'T or should NOT do anything a MAN does! That's saying men can do what they want but women can't. *Mic drop* KDoll 🪓  To all the quirky women out there who knows how to have a laugh and have fun, enjoy this bizarre banger on Valentine's Day! #women #pussy #explicit #fun #unhinged #weird #different #alternative #f...

K•Doll Music:

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  KDoll is a female music artist from the UK.  Listen to K•Doll, on ALL streaming platforms: https://RecordU.lnk.to/anlKVX SoundCloud: https://on.soundcloud.com/Fz25tkaPAy6KqohWA Apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/k-doll/1788495399 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6scx6w4IeXQXG4kKsYCbND?si=AmO3fa2bSU2OQQpwWxLRNw Amazon music: https://music.amazon.co.uk/artists/B0DS697HXP?ref=dm_sh_yK90rXL3fF09D4YRptnpKgaI3 Deezer: https://deezer.page.link/aouh7dDiLuHBnNiz6 Follow KDoll on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kdoll_artist?igsh=MWt4MWxmdDN1c2VrdQ== #kdoll #music #musicartist #alternative #horrorcore #spotify #deezer #amazon #apple #soundcloud  Last 12 months (above) Last 30 days (below)

Raya Films - Cult Night:

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links: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt34242111/?ref_=ext_shr https://rayafilms.com/cultnight I had the pleasure of playing a floor manager in the Raya Films movie production of Cult Night, on Wednesday. Caroline and James were absolutely wonderful people and you can see how much hard work and dedication goes on behind the scenes of a movie! As soon as I arrived they were so pleasant and welcomed me and had me first in hair and make up with the wonderful Amy. AmyAlicemakeup on instagram. Amy and I discussed her background in make up artistry and how she got involved and she was exceptionally professional and made me look ten years younger! Definitely talented!  As others arrived, I was so impressed and inspired by them, everyone had different yet exceptional backgrounds and experience and you could see how passionate all of us are to be involved in creative endeavors. I spoke at length with Daniel about interviews and interviewing, a polite and calm gentleman who has done presenting a...

The artistic open plan apartment:

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My partner Peter and I, booked a wonderful apartment for overnight, right near where we were filming at Southend-On-Sea and were absolutely blown away by how wonderful the hosts were. After a long and tiring (approx five hours) drive, add on time for services breaks, it was lovely to have a cuppa tea with them and discuss a range of topics close to my heart. They were polite, respectful and an absolute delight and set our journey up with good vibes and positivity. When we got into the apartment it was a lovely size and exactly as described and shown on the advert, it was perfect for what we needed and we got ourselves and our fur baby Bud settled in. It was near a dog park and a tennis court and near the sea and seaside. I would have definitely liked to have stayed a little longer and enjoy the area more as it seemed a dream! I'm so pleased that I was able to travel and enjoy this apartment and make good memories, hopefully there will be plenty more to come. Sarah Wingfield 🌹 

On a movie set:

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I have had the absolute pleasure of working with Raya Films on their wonderful New picture 'Cult Night', as described on Raya Films: "Suspense Horror - Feature Film When an errant American student connects with her movie producer uncle in London, she becomes embroiled in a world of deceit, exploitation and murder. January 2025 update: We're filming now!" I am currently on set about to play a floor manager and have been having a wonderful time meeting everyone and had some very interesting conversations as we prep for the scene. This is my first movie set and hopefully won't be my last as I rebuild my portfolio and life and I'm excited for this and for future possible opportunities! Sorry this one is pretty short but I'm writing it between prep so have to be off and get shooting! Thanks so much again for your time! Sarah Wingfield 🌹  #movies #movieprep #rayafilms #suspense #thriller #cultnight #cultnightmovie Updates: Amazing time on set with some wond...

Contact your MP RE changes to benefits for the disabled and sick:

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It has come to my attention today that the government are looking again at reforming the benefits system for people with disabilities and the sick. This is concerning so I suggestively advise and kindly ask people to email the following to your local MP, mine being Alan Strickland. Dear MP Alan Strickland, I am concerned about the government's potential changes to the benefits system that could remove critical support for sick and disabled people. Recent reports suggest significant reforms are being planned for 2025, including changes to Personal Independence Payments (PIP), Work Capability Assessments, and Disability Living Allowance. These proposed changes are causing significant anxiety among people who rely on this support to live with dignity. Decisions on this scale must be informed by public input to ensure fairness and protect the independence of sick and disabled individuals. As my MP please can you: - Write to Chancellor Rachel Reeves and DWP Minister Liz Kendall to call ...

Space Kitty promo:

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I seem to have dropped my "shame" somewhere because I am now totally and wholeheartedly bizarre and I'm embracing it, so if you come across it I don't want it back, you can keep it. Cheers.  Music: Space Kitty by Mind Flayer  #music #promo #spacekitty #mindflayer #cute #kitty #kawaii #MindFlay3r  Listen to the whole Mind Flayer track here: https://youtu.be/IRJ6QLUWCgE?si=ylQkwNyS3DlmEnRL Sarah ❣️

Nails, Coffee and interesting conversation:

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Exciting times as I am getting everything sorted for my trip as I'm on a movie set for the first time on Wednesday! Emily's did a beautiful job with my nails!  Emily Nails & Beauty Newton Aycliffe 💅🏻❤️ Cult night by Raya Films is going to be a one to look out for!! 💥🤘🏻 As I had a coffee and a tiffin in Tesco cafe I had the pleasure of meeting and speaking with a Lynne (hope that's spelt correctly). She was a lady who used to be a Mayor for my hometown and I thoroughly enjoyed talking with her about politics, actioning positive change, support networks and charity fundraising and work. It's always wonderful to hear people's experiences and achievements and she was such an inspiration to little me. One day I'll be a woman I can be proud of and I'll eventually find a paid position and my life will change again. *Manifests hard* Thanks again for reading! Have a wonderful week! Sarah x

Catwoman Remix 🔥 Memes and being discovered:

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  Remix 🔥 KDoll #catwoman #BatmanReturns #Remix #zombieundead KDoll is a female music artist from the UK.  Listen to K•Doll, on ALL streaming platforms: https://RecordU.lnk.to/anlKVX Listen to K•Doll, a playlist by K•Doll on #SoundCloud https://on.soundcloud.com/Fz25tkaPAy6KqohWA I need to figure out how to get more ways to promote my K•Doll profile and tracks, I'm trying to be really creative with more memes and remix videos lately. It's super hard to raise awareness to what you do to find the niche and people that can relate, but I still want to see what happens if I don't quit and I have people who actually like my creativity and support me around me now.  I love that so much because they remind you that there are people out there who will absolutely adore your aesthetic and style and just haven't discovered you yet. Here's to grinding and hustling and sacrificing until I find more of my people.  🔥 Sarah / K•Doll For fun here are some of the memes:

TikTok false penalisation:

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TikTok can wrongly penalise users sometimes. I'm absolutely exhausted. Just did this promo for Stronglife and their mention literally is quoted as "Stronglife.co.uk" but because I quoted it literally they assumed I was sending traffic elsewhere and removed the TikTok store product link (which defeats the purpose of sending people to the TIKTOK store) when all I ever did was send them to the TIKTOK store. So I've had to delete the video and take out the ".co.uk" from the tag/mention and now I have way less views and less support than the original video. When you try and create revenue streams because you are a charity worker unpaid and work hard so need alternative streams, apps and social media really make it even more difficult for creatives. I now have an account violation and could risk losing my second TikTok account having already lost my original because of the same issue, false flagging of content. When these apps get things wrong they end up sabotagi...

Jewellery and goodies!

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  @pastelkawaiibarbie IG @pastelbubblegumbabe IG Rachel Evans wearing my wonderful gummy bear jewellery pieces! Huge shout out to her, give her some love and a follow! Kawaii Doll Decora 🩷✨ @Kawaiidolldecorascandyshop IG Visit: www.magnoliaphotography.co.uk ♡ For Etsy and Depop stores! #kawaii #bubblegum #pastelkawaii #kawaiiaesthetic #kawaiifit #cute #fashion #jewellery #positivevibes #handmade #store #shopkawaii #supportlocal #shop #KawaiiDollDecora #KawaiiDoll  More goodies on their way to their new owner sent with love and positive vibes! 🩷✨🥳👽

Stay safe, healing isn't linear:

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Since stepping away and staying away from people and places that don't understand me, don't appreciate me, don't care about me and make things worse for me, I've been more lonely but I've been safe. My healing journey is still continuing and I have a long hard road ahead of me but knowing that I've not wronged others how I have been wronged keeps me feeling happier and able to cheer myself up on days I have low self worth. I used to try and prove my worth to people, try and get them to realise who and how I actually am, as opposed to the false narratives they chose to assume I am but it's a waste of time, energy and a waste of breath. I am not responsible for the nasty choices of others and I never will be. Their choices are theirs alone even if they can't acknowledge the harm they caused and especially even if they justify it. I am no longer in a relationship that's trauma bonded and no longer around someone who joked about killing me, I am no longe...

Woman promo: ♀️

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  So I've been busy trying to network and promote my new song drop, Woman ♀️. K•Doll Woman ♀️  Out NOW 😁  KDoll is a female music artist from the UK.  Listen to K•Doll, on ALL streaming platforms: https://RecordU.lnk.to/anlKVX Listen to K•Doll, a playlist by K•Doll on #SoundCloud https://on.soundcloud.com/Fz25tkaPAy6KqohWA  #kawaiifit #kawaiiaesthetic #Kdoll #kdollartist #forfun #fypシ゚ #fyp #music #spotify #applemusic #amazonmusic #deezer #youtube #tiktok #facebook #instagram #tiktokmusicartist 

Woman has launched!

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 Woman has launched! ♀️ KDoll is a female music artist from the UK.  Listen to K•Doll, on ALL streaming platforms: https://RecordU.lnk.to/anlKVX Listen to K•Doll, a playlist by K•Doll on #SoundCloud  https://on.soundcloud.com/Fz25tkaPAy6KqohWA

Be careful:

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Just be careful who you ask as not everyone can remain impartial and those that support you may do so with an agenda. It's hard seeing others get the support I would have killed for and tried to get and even harder reading about it knowing it's not a safe space for me. Js. (Just saying). ❤️❤️❤️

Losing faith:

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I did a food sensitivity test that said my iron was majorly low, did bloods on NHS and have a lot of inexplicable bruising lately (indication of low iron) and the NHS said my bloods are satisfactory. Hope the receptionist looked at the right ones ... But yea we have no health system so now I got to try and find funding for extra supplements every month with iron and folic acid because I keep going anaemic and if I am so bad I'm bruising inexplicably and the NHS say I'm okay then I need to take matters into my own hands. I'm also way more lethargic lately so that's not 'satisfactory'. It's a sign of an issue. I lost five stone myself but gained two again and the Drs were supposed to have a female Dr call me today but they never did, appointment has vanished apparently and they don't do anything to help aid weight loss so I'm now being referred to a bloke in wellbeing for a chat and hopefully he can refer me to someone who helps people with dynamic dis...

Tiktok Updates:

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  Update to my tiktok: kdoll_artist 🎵 is my NEW username instead of KawaiiDollDecora 🩷 -K•Doll  #duet with @KawaiiDollDecora #soundcloud #kdoll #kdollartist #notification #update KDoll is a female music artist from the UK.  Listen to K•Doll, on ALL streaming platforms: https://RecordU.lnk.to/anlKVX Listen to K•Doll, a playlist by K•Doll on #SoundCloud https://on.soundcloud.com/Fz25tkaPAy6KqohWA #spotify #applemusic #amazonmusic #deezer #tiktok #tiktokmusic #tiktokmusicartist #SoundCloud #kawaii #musicartist #facebook #instagram #tagme #fanshowcase #reel #fyp #fypシ゚  

Reactive abuse:

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I just watched a horrendous clip of a woman in meltdown, reactive abuse and she physically hurt herself and was just filmed.  How did the world get so Sadistic and cruel that people can't see a human being on the edge? The comments were absolutely disgusting. She screamed about being kicked before crying and screaming and running into a wall and then fell back as if it was nothing because her emotional pain was far too great for physical pain to even matter. This was either someone with a condition or someone experiencing reactive abuse and she still didn't harm the person filming, instead accidentally harming herself before hiding from them. I just don't understand how we can live in a world where people can share these things and have a tirade of hate and lack of understanding. They never got abused to the point their whole body reacted like this, but they don't have to hate on her for it. I saw and felt her pain, I'm an abuse survivor and let me tell you it was d...

Small steps are brave:

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  ~Even small steps forward are brave, you are stronger than you think~ Kawaii Doll Decora 🩷✨ @KawaiiDollDecora ♡ www.magnoliaphotography.co.uk ♡ #affirmations #affirmation #positive #quotes #art #artist #ibis #ibispaint #ibispaintx #kawaiidolldecora #tiktokart #tiktokartist #brave #steps #stepsforward #selfworth #selfbelief #cute #kawaii #cat #kitty #plant #neko #positivity 

Chronic pain and self identity:

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.. especially when chronic pain disintegrates your self esteem...  Remember your worth, remember it regardless of the hurt, remember you're important, remember why you fought it, remember why you rebuilt yourself out of all the broken parts, it's noted, you told it, your words freed your mind even though others wish you'd choke on it, the truth isn't always digestible, it's sometimes unfathomable but reality is reality and facts are facts and things can't be changed no matter how much you look back... you're still here..in the thick of it, life that is, navigating and supporting, advocating and sorting, organising every aspect of your life and soul with it, trying to do what's important, and at the end of the day, you brought it, the positivity, love and guidance some find hard to show. You stand up for you and others and there's no doubt about it, you help and brighten even when you doubt it. So just know, you're worth it. ✨ Sarah Wingfield Auth...

Three wishes:

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1. No more chronic pain, no more low mobility, so I'd wish for lifelong health. 2. The world to acknowledge my skills so I can be useful AND paid for it so no more surviving and struggling and just 'living' and being able to EARN my way fair and square, or have a thriving business if I had the health from 1st wish. 3. Better memory, as I have a thirst for knowledge and I'm hard on myself, photographic memory would be awesome and I could retain an even higher level of detail of anything I learned or memorised. What would you wish for? Sarah Wingfield 🌹 

Discussions society SHOULD have:

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~ We should be having these discussions because when we overlook abuse we are condoning it ~ Holding a mirror up is sometimes the only way we can get people to see they are harmful and hating messengers of truth is never a solution, it's a deflection from the truth that also allows for the abuse to continue. Brightleaf commented on the post about the fat shaming behaviour I was disgusted at and simply raised awareness of. They stated: " safe space for everyone except the people you dont like ? seems kinda like your trying to make it less safe for him i.e ( here's his profile and comments go bother him ) " I responded: "  @benedictdunington602  Holding a mirror up to maladaptive behaviour let's people know that that behaviour is not only unwarranted but it's also NOT okay. Don't mistake fact sharing as hate campaigning because I'm anti abuse period. It's a safe space for everyone but unnecessary hate or narcissists or abusers WON'T BE COND...