Bye Bye Beautiful Bud:

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Getting all the cuddles in before I have to say goodbye... waiting to hear back from Dogs trust, one of the hardest things I've had to do but if this trip away taught me anything, it was that he's too much for me and my dynamic disabilities and I have to think of myself as having been Buds foster mummy because it's so hard.


He's such a sweetheart but I don't have carers or support or anything and I did my best with this beautiful amazing soul of a dog and he deserves so much more than I can give him.


I'm really struggling and not everyone would understand or get it, he got out not too long ago and I hurt myself and it took an hour to get him back and I was sat on a wet path, shaking and crying in the rain as I'd never have forgiven myself if he had got hit by a car. Lucky for me that's when he came back to me and I got the lead on him otherwise I'd not have got him back.


I wish I could have been more for him, he is an absolute angel, but instead I'm waiting to hear from dogs trust as although he isn't an XL bully breed his size meets the legal definition by the government and I had to do all the government wanted and now he can't be directly rehomed. The XL bully legislation is a farce, everyone knows this but due to it my hands are tied.


I'm heartbroken enough and trying to get all the loves and cuddles in as much as I can until dogs trust gets back to me.


It is what it is and it's not my fault and anyone who doesn't see disabilities as a burden on the disabled individuals and instead treat the disabled individuals as a burden need to be better educated. It's not fair at all but I can't change it.


I love you Bud and I've loved having you as a part of my life and I'm just so sorry, that due to things outside of my personal control, I'm having to give you up.


He deserves a wonderful family and a farm or fields and all the love in the world.


So please bear with me as I'm grieving right now and sometimes things in life are just way harder than they should be.


I wish him a wonderful and happy future as he really is an angel in a fur baby body.


Sarah.







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