Chores, Pain and Lethargy:
Bad pain flares and lethargy days suck, but I'm pacing myself in-between chores and thanks to my partner Peter, gonna get some stuff done in the house today and get a lot of decluttering sorted.
Have a Breakthrough worker for Mondays so need Sunday as a rest day and get a lot done tonight and tomorrow, and then can do more on Monday with Lisa.
I'm determined, so with my medical vape and red bulls or coffees, maybe even some whiskey if need be, I'll be gutting a lot of areas and with the help it should be way easier for me.
My body has been feeling like a dead weight for about a week and I'm run down but Idgaf, I refuse to quit and won't stop and I can cry later. Meanwhile been adding to my stock images portfolio and updating my online stores.
Next week I'll have to keep the appointments I have for varying things and I am not adding any more, I'll be keeping plenty of rest days prior to the movie set I'll be filming on in two weeks. Exciting times! Goals! 💪🏻🔥
Setting goals and deadlines and rest days is hard work as with dynamic disabilities you never know how you're going to be but I will endure and get through it all, and there may be a few swears and tears, but it gets done.
I want my house, a home again.
All the progress I made a year ago got sabotaged by an ex and I'll never let my kindness be taken for granted ever again, I'm so blessed and thankful to have people that support me now and together we can work towards a better quality of life for myself and my home.
Determined. 💪🏻🔥
Wish I could just do it ALL but I can't so atleast I'm sacrificing, planning, setting goals and timeframes, rest days and working around my disabilities.
They do say nothing worth having in life comes easy!
Wish me luck!
Sending love,
Sarah x