PGP / SPD My story:

 I keep being asked out by people and just wanna say that I won't be dating strangers, I'm happy at the moment single and I'm taking things slowly, getting to know people and building friendships by actually hanging with them, if that eventually leads to something then great, if not then I'll have made some decent mates but I am not interested in situationships or trying to decode a person's fake behaviour cause they pretended to be what I wanted, been there done that it's exhausting! Atleast my actions are always in alignment with my words. I deserve the same and reciprocal love. Communication is also key, so if you can't communicate with me even about things that make you uncomfortable then don't bother playing with my heart neither. Honesty is important. Only interested in authentic connections and actions that match words. If you're not monogamous or incapable of it, I don't want it. I do a lot of charity work and I do have disabilities so I

This sort of gaslighting is the worst, the bad thing happened and instead of having people around you helping you to pick up the pieces of the aftermath someone else caused; they tell you that you asked for it, it's your fault, you're the problem... completely disregarding what actually happened and it's a completely different situation when the same thing happens to them, what's worse is when adults mistreat a child and other adults say these things to the child and defend the abusive or harmful adult. Some people need their heads shaking, they're almost as bad as the person who caused the harm, they validate the harm, they are on the side of the abusers and don't have an ounce of compassion because it happened to YOU and they act in line with how they FEEL about you (also misguided) as opposed to doing the right thing. No one IS the problem, there is NO SUCH thing as DESERVING mistreatment, definitely not from simply just existing lol, the problem is when OTHE

Attended the council meeting tonight and learned a lot about budgeting and events and it's a great way to become more knowledgeable to help your community and town. Plus you get to observe and see all the hard work the councillors put in so our town can have such amazing events for all, trips out, and more, makes you grateful. I will always be proud of my town and will always be proud to be helping my community, I got a few things going on right now and projects in the works and I'm building my stock image portfolio and my IMDb movie portfolio up nicely. I'm finally getting to love my lane and live my life and I won't let anyone sabotage that. I hate how I was targeted for no reason and have to watch my back in my own home but I'm noticing people like that, like to play dirty and cowardly and clearly have nothing better to do so I will keep avoiding them and won't let anyone intimidate me. I don't care what lies they tell themselves to justify it or their re

  I managed to get a lift to the town today so I could drop off some goodies for the Great Aycliffe Cancer Support Group and their raffle and I'm pleased to announce my studies have come to an end! My friend donated a wonderful Halloween lush bath bomb set so I didn't turn up with just the jewellery. It was a pleasure to meet the ladies of the store today too. My studies have come to an end just in time for the colder months which impact me way worse and I refer to as the 'torture' months. I can feel everything, including my bones in this weather and it aches and twangs so badly, I genuinely feel like I've been thrown in an ice bath with a gajillion needles mixed in and I'm being stabbed everywhere, but I'm grateful for my pain management and I'm keeping going no matter what. I'm trying to work my way towards getting a car and I've worked really hard to organise education for my son and sort all paperwork out as well as chase up things on his beh