Weirdest dream:

Weirdest dream ever.

'Double standards'

About how you're so controlled in the world.

In the dream I was sitting waiting for a physio appointment and a man was playing videos loud on his phone.

I was talking with a friend and the man left and no one said anything to him but four mins after he left a woman started on me asked me to keep it down. 

I apologised and talked quieter, but then another woman asked me to keep it down, I said I'm talking quietly now as I was.

The man came back and played his videos on his phone loud and no one said shit to him.

The physio lady's voice could be heard from the room 'bring another chair the next patient is Sarah Wingfield" someone got a chair and then the physio called someone else and I was worried if I'd missed my call "was that the call?" Anyways I started talking again and the second woman had a go at me again and I was interrupted with two nurses carrying a mini vending machine and a letter from a director of one of the movies I was in.

The videos were still blasting in the background from the man.

She gave me two new meds but every time I asked what they were for, or what they changed in my body, they looked at each other and said nothing and just said to me to take one tablet after every poop. I was so confused. Wondered if they were weight loss meds since the world's so obsessed with that.

The letter also said that the director liked my eyes but was worried about a suicide scene I had to be in and needed the measurements for my hips and then went on a rant about me being on puffs (which I think refers to my medical cannabis) and then my alarm went off and woke me and it just made me think about how the world constantly tells you who to be and how to be and what to do and gaslights you and messes with your head.

You need to remember who you are and what you want in life because if you don't people will stick their judgemental oar in and dictate to you who and how to be...

So yea. World's full of double standards .