Loyal to yourself:

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Nobody knows how much I have suffered this year, I've lost so much, tried to rebuild so many times. 

I'm isolated and alone.

I almost gave up and almost lost myself a million times because I was hurting a lot and people can't stop themselves from targeting others. Nobody really knows how many times I pulled myself together just to survive this year, I am exhausted from surviving but I am so proud of myself for being here. Enduring. 

I've learned that I am a strong but sensitive person. I also learned to forgive myself for letting myself settle for less than what I truly deserved, and to forgive myself for expecting more from people that can't understand the harm they cause. This may be one of the most painful years I've had yet, but at least I survived and I can definitely say I'm wiser from it and I'm keeping going and rebuilding my life. 

Everytime someone sabotages or breaks things, I rebuild. 

I'll always rebuild. 


I may be alone but I'm not worthless. 🥺❤️✨


Sarah x




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