Out of my comfort zone:

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In all of my 37 years a man has never picked and booked a nice restaurant and took me out for a meal on a date but today that can get crossed off my bucket list as I get ready to go out on a date for the first time since my ex and I broke up.

I don't have a lot of dating experience and I'm excited about today.

I'm currently getting ready and trying to decide what I should wear. 😅 May end up wearing what I had planned to wear in the first place yet. We shall see...

I am definitely out of my comfort zone but opening myself up to new experiences and positive memories.

Let's hope today can be one of those days where I manage to enjoy myself for once in a long time.



I am trying to appreciate who I am right this second and seize the day and take my time to enjoy my life for once.

My time is freed up now and I'm doing a lot more meditation and taking things a lot easier than I used to.

I've been a stress head and tried my best but it's time to focus on me now and to actually find my place in the world.

For a moment there I thought I had found it... But again the rug was pulled from underneath my feet and the foundations weren't made of concrete, so I will pick myself up and start my new chapters today.

My life will be what I make of it in the end and I have so much coming up for me and happening for me right now that I'm just following the direction of the universe's tide, may they be my guide.


Sarah x

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