Real Pain Management Isn’t a Crime:
Real Pain Management Isn’t a Crime:
THIS is just a woman having medicine. Yet in the UK, the way I first accessed that medicine was illegal. That’s the reality of what happens when control, stigma, and money dictate healthcare instead of lived experience.
Yes, before I could legally access medical cannabis, I tried marijuana illegally for my disabilities. I was honest about that — even with the police. Once I realised it genuinely helped my chronic pain and quality of life, I went legal.
But apparently that honesty didn’t matter.
THIS image — taken from a video where I finally had enough pain relief to dance a little and be silly for once — contributed to my advocacy work with Durham County Council being cancelled. It also impacted my employment support after trust completely broke down.
People ask why I speak up about “breaking the law.”
Because it never should have been against the law in the first place.
Disabled people should not have to risk criminalisation just to access relief. I should have been able to access medical cannabis through the NHS long before I ever had to struggle privately.
Instead, opioids were handed out freely and damaged my kidneys and liver.
Public promises were made to me by politicians about fixing this discrimination. Those promises went nowhere. Meanwhile, the financial, emotional, and reputational damage to me was very real — and parts of it were even published nationally.
What hurts most is the hypocrisy. Organisations say they “care,” but where was that care when a disabled woman was being targeted, judged, and punished for managing pain?
Real pain management is not “drug misuse.” Survival is not moral failure.
For transparency: I now legally use prescribed medical cannabis and, after issues with older vape devices, I now carry a small inhaler for pain management during film work and long days on set.
To the people who reported or targeted me maliciously: your actions harmed a disabled person for existing differently.
And to everyone else struggling silently — you should not have to justify your pain to be treated with dignity.
Sarah Wingfield
Actor | Author | Advocate
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K•Doll
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Selfie of Sarah Wingfield, also known as K•Doll, sitting indoors under purple-pink lighting. She has long blonde hair, black glasses, bright pink and white nail art, and is holding a lit cannabis joint near her face. She wears a red, black, and white zip-front top and appears reflective and emotional. Text accompanying the post discusses medical cannabis, disability discrimination, chronic pain management, and the impact stigma had on her advocacy and employment opportunities.
