I bought breakfast which helped with my low energy levels and helped me to make it out of the house today. I've been struggling with flare ups so my muscles are sore but I had a wonderful day and as usual I was in my own little world. Lmao.
I had to rearrange my bloods and had I gone I'd have been too anxious to have enjoyed the day and my friend convinced me to have a mooch with her in a local town.
Today was a really good day, I've needed a day like this, I've had several flare ups this week and as an undiagnosed Neurodivergent I feel like I've just been abandoned by the system; so today was ...painful, yes a little more than usual and my calves are tight and sore right now, but it's the best day I've had in a long time.
I got a cute charity shop find and more and there was so much in the shop I'd have loved to have to up-cycle!
The weather was actually really nice so I could wear comfy pink bottoms and a dinosaur top ahaha... Music helped me manage and I needed a lot of rest.
I did sparkly browns for my make up today and made a necklace with a skeleton couple on to wear specifically for today. ☺️
I feel like the universe is starting to recognise my hard work, tears, efforts and commitment and starting to send me down some very intriguing, and exciting, paths... all I can do is listen, be guided, yes I'm spiritual 🙌✨, and continue towards finding my spirit tribe whilst helping people around me as much as I can as I journey into more unknowns...
Kindness really does change the world... It impacts people on a beautiful and emotionally deep level that causes ripples...more beautiful things...
I hurt my arm today trying to help a gentleman with crutches to a taxi, all I could attempt to help with was a small bass speaker, and I smiled through it and did my best as a friend did most, the gentleman had asked for assistance and I couldn't help with much, then bless his heart, he offered us money and we would never have dreamed of taking it, he got to his taxi safe and that's all that matters.
I'm going to need to recover and adjust my pain management tonight but overall, no regrets. (Don't ask me whilst I'm mid pain flare ups though ahahaha!)
Dynamic disabilities are complex, I wish I could just get RNA recoding and lose it all together... Maybe one day.
Glad we could help though, life is pain and everything I do hurts so I may as well set a good example and show people no matter what, kindness really matters.
Plus, my new gummies helped a little today.
I wish I was abled-bodied, I'd be way more useful to everyone around me, I'm still fighting for pelvic surgery so all I can do is be patient and do whatever I can to manage my disability so I have a good life.
Thank you for your support, I was shocked to see today that one of my social media profiles is getting closer and closer to 5k, and this blog has had 60k+ views, the support is seen and majorly appreciated! 🙌✨
I felt less of a failure today, and I really needed that.
I got a very unprofessional email (linkedin message) today after promoting the college and resharing several courses I shared this: A colleague had been informed that due to numbers the policing course can't go ahead. (My formal complaint via email is at the bottom of this blog post) So I simply shared a list of their nutritional courses (also helpful) and added if anyone was interested in the level three policing course to enroll asap (based on the information provided we didn't want to lose the course) I received this: I still haven't heard anything official from the college yet and I'm not happy with being told I'm not allowed to share courses to enrol. But to be honest the accusations of misinformation irk me to my core especially without any official correction or context. So I've blocked Adam on LinkedIn and I'm done with Bishop Auckland College now. I am removing myself SO FAST from everyone and everywhere that chooses disrespect over thoughtfulness. ...
I am excited to say that the event at Ramside Hall went spectacularly well, I attended with my best friend Corin and we had such a lovely time. I gave a wonderful speech as to how Northern Housing Consortium has helped me spectacularly with a bursary for my start up business www.magnoliaphotography.co.uk and I happily share the quoted speech I gave below: " As a start-up business, I initially struggled to meet the demands of contractual work. Creating art by finger painting on my phone screen was time-consuming, imprecise, and physically challenging. This made it difficult to meet my clients' expectations for detail and speed. Living with chronic pain and disabilities only added to these difficulties. When I learned through Livin Futures that Northern Housing Consortium was offering a start-up bursary, I immediately applied for a drawing tablet, hoping it could change the way I work. Receiving the bursary has been truly transformative. With my new drawing tablet, I can now ...
Newton Press Newton Aycliffe Review By Sarah “Lovehearts” Local Guide·10 reviews·11 photos ⭐ One star: UPDATE: BECAUSE I WON'T TOLERATE NASTY SARCASM AND ABUSE I'M NOW BLACKLISTED FROM AYCLIFFE RADIO AND AROUND TOWN RADIO WITH PHILLIP HAWKINS AND ANDREW HILL. Cheers 😔 see: https://pgpandspd.blogspot.com/2024/06/hacked-stickers-betrayal-and-pride.html I got off the phone to Paul Howarth yesterday, whilst I'm with my son in public in a cafe, the ADM meet didn't go ahead, but we stayed anyway and my son encouraged me to merely enquire about the article and why my image was not printed, Paul stated it was a space issue but I explained he'd spliced images before and how much would it cost to get the photo in the paper so I can feel positively represented by my home town as a Newtonian since his only reason was the article was FREE, anyway he got rude and abruptly stated he does a LOT for ADM and it's ALL FREE and that he feels I'm being REALLY UNFAIR and hung u...
